C'mon! Let's bring back fanny packs!

What are we afraid of? I personally think they are so supernova!

I don't know why, but this is seriously my favorite picture of Logan and I :)

This is also my second favorite picture of us :)

P.S. I love you so much Logan, and you truly are the one that I can always count on! Honestly, I couldn't ask for a better best friend. Thank you for knowing me best, and always keeping my head above water.

xoxo, Laura

I wonder what's making me strong enough

to still hold on. When all I do is wait for

something better to happen.



Unknown

angry   tired   bored   anxious
jealous   hungry   thirsty   wishful
overwelmed   tense   numb   lonely
frustrated   crazy   insecure   awkward
annoyed   defensive   heartbroken   used


I can't put my finger
on what this feeling is,
but whatever it is,
I don't like it.

Australian in the America?!

Yes! It's true. Austrailians came to America! And I had the wonderful opportunity to meet them and converse with them (they probably got annoyed with me for how many questions I had for them). Well I was just so excited because I love learning about new people, and I just wanted to know what things were like there.

In the picture above, those were only some of the GREAT people I met. (From left to right: Ally, Ryan, Conner, and I) This was also the farewell to them. They were headed to California for a little Disneyland, and Universal Studios. From Facebook, they seemed to love it there! I'll include more pictures of this weekend down below.

This was the farewell party for the hosts, and Austrailians. I know it sounds silly, but I had the time of my life there. We made smores, and played Just Dance 2. Actually one of my friends videoed Ally and I dancing to one of the songs. Quite funny if you ask me! When it came to an ending, I was actually really sad to say goodbye. But at least we still have Facebook right?!

Over the course of the weekend, I surprisingly learned so much from them. They taught me to not care what people think of you, and to do what makes you happy. It has been such a blessing getting to know these kids. Love you all, and wish you the best! & A safe 15 hour flight home!

xoxo, Laura Paige. 

to create is to destroy.

life is about getting out of your chair and doing something. it is about doing nothing. making a mess. moving your hand and your body. leaving a mark. it is about doing. action. finishing. experimenting. trying something. immersing. it is about absurdity. a creation. evidence that you exist. using materials. destruction. it is about fun. doing the opposite. breaking the rules. it is about ideas. getting dirty. making mistakes.
i'm going to ask you to make a mark
and it's going to be messy.
don't worry about that.
that's the point.

Lately I've been feeling really ignored by everyone. I feel like no one ever hears me anymore, like I'm unnoticed or something. I feel like I only have one true friend. Everyone else is just caught up in not only their own drama, but others also. Not to mention, the rate of fake people at my school. I'm seriously so done. Seriously, I get to school, and want to go back home and just sleep my days away. I really sincerely feel this way. It's awful, I can't even stand school. I mean don't get me wrong I enjoy learning new things. I just hate the people so much. I'm sick of hearing about who got wasted last weekend, or got high last night, or who's dating who. It's simple, it doesn't need to discussed all the time. Or repeated. Because in the scheme of things, is it really going to matter a year from now?

Please, worry about yourself.
withlove, laura.